Archive for September 7th, 2008|Daily archive page
Day 23
Comments (2)21 July 2008
0700
Hostel room
It’s his birthday today. Here in this part of the world, at least. It’s so stupid to think about him still after all that’s happened between us, but I’ve always been the sort of person who finds it hard to get over anybody.
Which is stupid, really, because he has not been there for me, in the most challenging time of my life. He didn’t allow me to be there for him because of his personal problem. He doesn’t want me the way I want him. I keep thinking of the old him; the one who was crazy about me, who would forgive all my tantrums, who tried to fulfill all my demanding wishes.
I know I don’t want him exactly, but the feeling of being loved. But to me he is who i think of when I think of being loved.
